am i ready for school?

I was so set on homeschooling this year that I ignored looking into, for lack of a better word, real schools.  We did a walk-through of a school yesterday and Blaine fell in love.  He loved the teachers, he loved the classes and he loved the other kids.  On the drive home he told me that he wanted to go to school there and I just about burst into tears.  Now I know that he's ready, but am I ready?  How can I let him go?  *sob*